Wow. I can't believe my last post was from the hospital. I have a vague memory of demanding my dad take me to the visitor waiting room where there was a computer so that I could check my email, facebook, and post to the blog. Oh I do not miss those bizarre walks through the hospital corridors, holding onto the back of my gown with one hand and my IV with the other, while I shuffled away, sometimes with my Dad, sometimes with a nurse, but always drooling.
Yes, I seem to have developed a drooling problem since surgery. This would, of course, be solely due to the fact that my lower lip is partially numb and my chin is completely numb. It's never really a problem when I am in bed, but when I am up and about I start drooling again. The worst was when I was still in the hospital and I would have to go to the bathroom and would sit down and the next thing I know I am drooling all over my legs. This then created a very difficult problem because my right hand was connected to all my IVs, while the left hand, significantly less advanced (I am not at all ambidextrous) than my right, struggled to balance the tasks of stopping the drooling and reaching for toilet paper. Ahh those were the days...
Since I have been home, things have been getting better, very slowly. I am taking each day at a time, noticing minor decreases in the swelling, or that I have more energy, or I can almost sleep through the night. The crazy thing is that the surgery was seven hours long. Seven hours! Which of course took a lot out of me, in addition to all the meds I was on right after surgery (morphine included... mmm narcotics... actually it made me want to vomit all the time which is difficult when your jaw is closed shut, so I hated it). I think the first week was so difficult as my body was not only adjusting to the new bone structure and subsequent pain, but trying to recover from the intense surgery itself.
Now, it's been over a week and I have become somewhat accustomed to spending my days doing a whole lot of nothing... it's pretty boring. The hardest part is the food--getting enough calories, protein, fiber, and all the other nutrients I need through only liquids. I am drinking a lot of Slim Fast, Ensure, Carnation Instant Breakfast, Odwalla Protein drinks, Stonyfield yogurt smoothies, and of course... tons of soup. All the food commercials on TV are starting to drive me nuts! I am already fantasizing about that first morsel of solid food I get to eat. Mmmmm delicious. Until then, I am a week in, which means only seven to go. Oh. My. God.